'We women have a lot to learn about simplifying our lives. We have to decide what is important and then move along at a pace that is comfortable for us...We have to learn to be content with what we are.'
— Marjorie Pay Hinckley"
Being a mom is hard work! I knew it would be going into it, I just didn't realize how hard! It's physically, emotionally and mentally exhausting...and she's only 2 1/2 months old! We have many years of this hard work ahead of us.
I really like this quote. I need to learn to not just be content with who I am, but with where I am in life. We have a lot of changes coming up next month as we move to Spokane, find a new job, school for Curt. I have been worrying about everything including finances, insurance, job searching, interviewing..the list goes on.
I wish I had all the answers for these worries. But since I don't, I need to learn to be content with where I/we are. I am working on increasing my faith in Heavenly Father that everything will work out according to His plan. I'm the kind of person that needs to have everything planned and figured out before moving forward. But that is not how the Lord's plan works and I'm still learning that.
As I read this quote this morning while cuddling my little Brooklyn right up against my chest, I was content. Content to be her mother. Content to have her home and happy. Despite the long nights, frustrations of breast feeding, and utter exhaustion, I am happy with where we are in life.
Yes there are many unknowns ahead, and I'm sure I'll occasionally have a breakdown (it's happened more than I'd like to admit lately), but I hope I will remember to be content with what I am, and where I am.